★　it's so pretty it's sad.

☆Sunday, March 18, 2007

so this is it.
frm coming monday onwards, i'll really have to say goodbye to pinafores.
i cnt believe i've actually been wearing pinafores for 10 years alr.
those 10 yrs, incidentally, makes up compulsory education in singapore.
it's kind of parallel to how pinafores have become kind of compulsory and attached to my life.
i saw my belt go from super high to waist level to hip level.
not tht i'm breaking sch rules.
up to sec 4 my belt was still considered high lor.
i cnt imagine how is it like without pinafores.
with the belt, the pleats, the everything.
oh mans.
i'm weird. it's not as if i'm the only one saying bye to pinafores aft 10 years.
but just kind of sad lah.
there's so many things to say "goodbye" to in life.

i'm suddenly reminded of a campfire song.

hmm hmm i want to linger here
hmm hmm a little longer here
hmm hmm a little longer here with you

hmm hmm it's such a perfect night
hmm hmm it doesnt seem quite right
hmm hmm it's our last night here with you.

hmm hmm and comes september
hmm hmm i will remember
hmm hmm our campfire nights and friendship true

hmm hmm and as the years go by
hmm hmm i look at you and sigh
hmm hmm it's just goodnight and not goodbye.

looking at this song now makes me feel sad
i used to think this song was kind of cheesy with all the hmms.
and i rmb how sam loved it so much cos of the hmms.
haha. i wonder if she still does now.
see wht i mean by there are many things to say "goodbye" too?

and it always happens this way.
wht i DO wanna say goodbye to sticks to me like superultramega glue
wht i nvr wanna say goodbye to often leaves.

i guess life is fair lah.
i've had a fair share of blessings.
i should have troubles too.
it just gets kind of horrible.
especially whn u have to face them alone.
ahh life.

missingY O U